mengirim doa dan cinta

Aku masih mencari, 

Aku masih setia menanti sambil menjaga kesucian satu-satunya cinta mutlakku

Aku kepingin memberikannya kepada yang berhak

Aku ingin engkau menerimanya dalam keadaan yang paling indah

Cinta yang masih cukup sifatnya, di mana tiada belah bahaginya

Khas, dan paling istimewa.

Ada masanya perasaan itu memuncak, membuak-buak..

tetapi aku kekal rasional, aku mengawal nafsu diri

Aku belum cukup solehah, aku belum cukup cantik dihadapan Tuhan Penciptaku

Bagaimana aku ingin kekal cantik di hadapan bakal suami dan anak-anakku kelak

Aku ingin menjaga terlebih dahulu amal ibadatku

Aku ingin mencari pendirian dan ketegasan aku 

Cinta itu tanggungjawab,

Bukan semudahnya diluah bila terasa, buat sewenangnya meninggalkan pabila bosan

Aku sesunggunya tatkala ini amat merindui seseorang

seseorang yang aku tidak kenali, seseorang aku belum pernah ketahui

SIAPA DIA? Dimana habibku berada?

Aku tidak mahu tergesa-gesa, 

Aku mahu ambil masa, sebaik-baiknya.

Ada yang cuba merisik, mencuba mengirimkan kasih..

Maaf aku terpaksa menolak, aku berkata tidak dalam pelbagai cara

Fahamilah, aku masih mencari Tuhan...
Aku mahu cinta yang bawa ke syurga bukan sebaliknya

Wherever you are..I pray that GOD that HE'll let us meet..if not here on this vast earth..

I'll be waiting in the world of hereafter..Inshaallah :')

Image from Mr. Google.

bright light at the end

It was a rainy day...in a cafe..
I was sitting with a bunch of friends...
with a cup of warm English tea, placed snugly between my palms..

'I kept on seeing you getting lost in your own thoughts..why?'

'I am thinking and evaluating..'

'budak bahasa... *smiled '

'sure is buddy..sure is..'

where am I today?
have I changed in any certain ways?
am I being industrious enough?
do I make lots of friend?
how good is my newly installed skilled?
have I achieved something?
have I lose something?
am I satisfied with my life?
am I being nice to everybody?
do I care enough for the people around me?
did I spread any kindness today?
do I smile and laugh enough everyday?
is my life blessed by God...?




     As far as I am concerned, life's been fair to me. You lose something you gain something instead. Beautiful rule that still applies; I am still being tested in so many ways..some of it came from my own clumsiness (cemerkap), some came from God however it is the most wonderful form of 'test', it's a gift in disguise.


     To whom it may apply, I would humbly allow you to say all there is till you're content..because at the end of the day I'd like to present to you the outcome of your service : the ongoing betterment of me. Along the way of changing, I believe I do make mistakes (which I highly regret )..but that would not keep me off track for long..The journey is miles ahead and if I am being held up by the bitterness of it..I would evolve no more. It is all but a fools' tale full of bull's awful anger. Life is too short, therefore I shall make it meaningful.


       Always listen to yourself, don't be blinded by your own self-made image. It gets you no where..find your strength and build upon that. Further flourish the talent that already lie within you. Oh there is so much to do!! So many interesting people to see!! Life is exciting indeed ay..Be free from perception, know your own frame of self concept..and your interest *importantly*..


As for me..
     Theatre is my passion my dear love.. I shall devote my pure commitment to you..You are my escapism, a world which is build by real emotions and deep concentration. It is never about the glamour, it is about expressing yourself in the most decent way. I know within these few weeks to come after the Diwali holidays, my workload would be pouring in, together with another two commitments which will benefit me with experience, knowledge, and cash $ . Allah is Mighty (alhamdulillah) 



*p/s one thing for sure, I need to be more serious in my studies..procrastination is building within me.. still in honeymoon period I guess..*sigh*

'you want my sandwich..?'

'it's already your leftover dude.. =.='

'hehe..I know..'

'aku nda makan bha lebihan urang..'

 'cepat, kelas pukul 4.30'

'bha..bha'

Taste Buds Delight

As-salam peeps! Since it's Ramadhan and I'm sure most of us have had enough of 'KFC' or 'nasi beriyani, eventually we will run outta ideas on what to eat during iftah..

Introducing the latest addition to Daily Babble : 

Yok Mangen !

*(Javanese word that means Let's Eat!)

     Today, I'll be reviewing on Nando's, a restaurant serving African-Portuguese food in a very sociable dining environment.It's main dishes are based on chicken , nothing too far stretched from our local delicacy. The last time, I went there for lunch with my mom, cause my dad is not too keen into experimenting with dishes that looks 'bizarre and out-of this-world' - therefore he sticks real hard to his 'belacan ulam-ulam'. 

     Based from my experience, the menu's quite customer friendly. If you are there for the first time, you are not going to look like a  total NOOB - yep some restaurants do make us look like a total idiot, somewhat like ayam kampung masuk Hilton Hotel (get my point? haha)

For appeteaser, I had this 

Peri Soup and Bread and the classic iced chocolate

     The taste of the soup was such a delight, slightly creamy ( I sensed fresh low fat milk, chicken stock, garlic, hint of black pepper, and paprica or they call it 'peri-peri') 4 thumbs up for the attempt of adding the zest of hot chilli into the soup, at first I thought it would feel a little shocking to the taste pallet however I was pleasantly surprised how the peri-peri compliments the soup even more! definitely the best soup in the whole town - Pizza Hut's, Kenny Roger's is NOTHING when compared to this one.. a die-die must try soup yeah! 

     Then came the main dish, I ordered Grilled Chicken Breast Burger with old style chips as the sideline while my mom chose one of the chicken meal, grilled chicken strips, rice and coleslaw. We get to determine on how spicy we want the dish to be, 

Hot Peri-peri fo both of us! :) who's afraid of some heat?

AND SO IT IS QUITE HOT..man the spiciness is somewhat different from our local Malaysian spicy taste.

hohoho..so satisfying





the final verdict : dadumm dumm

Price : medium-expensive
Food Quantity : moderate
Taste : 3.5 Stars
Environment : 4 Stars
Visit again ? : Definitely


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